The thoughts I can share only with you. I really don’t care if you read this, i just hope you understand, that this is so i can try to understand more than anything… so read, submit, ask anything… just don’t judge what you can’t possibly know. Tumblr (3.0; @willieverbewholeagain)http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maglh43HTd1rojonwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/50846042913http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/50846042913Sun, 19 May 2013 21:08:29 +0100<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8704244fdb7abd074e2417c984e9bd48/tumblr_mmtshp5Odr1rg3qfwo1_400.png"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://connotativewords.tumblr.com/post/50480517172/march-14-2013-if-youve-got-the-poison-ive" class="tumblr_blog">connotativewords</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>March 14, 2013</p> <p><em>“If you’ve got the poison, I’ve got the remedy”</em></p></blockquote>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/50559136076http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/50559136076Thu, 16 May 2013 06:21:02 +0100<p>Shit shit shit shit shit fuck shit fuck shitty fuck  fuck shit.</p> <p><!-- more -->Trying really hard not to do something stupid right now. </p> <p>Need to be in control so badly get out of my fucking thoughts, please you are not helping even though I know that is what you were trying to do. I just need to last another week and a half and then I can do all the idiotic things I am trying so hard not to.</p> <p>I cannot lose control now. Not after I have worked so fucking hard for these exams for two years. I can&#8217;t afford to lose control and let my mind get all fucked up.</p> <p>Just another 9 days that is all I need. Please help me, whatever is out there please help me.</p>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/50174573578http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/50174573578Sat, 11 May 2013 17:22:20 +0100controlexamsstressstupidshutthefuckupd<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7a5ce5fa581c17aabab282ea2f3cacea/tumblr_mmcdn3wn1z1qe1rduo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/49714650640http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/49714650640Sun, 05 May 2013 21:33:44 +0100<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/49b8736a109d0de4a10580fa18796b72/tumblr_mjtwo2UoVj1s6u9mko1_400.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://gentlerecovery.tumblr.com/post/48725253532/perfect">gentlerecovery</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>perfect.</p> </blockquote>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/48727401507http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/48727401507Wed, 24 Apr 2013 00:06:37 +0100<p>Pretty sure I&#8217;m a horrible person.</p>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/48287959800http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/48287959800Thu, 18 Apr 2013 18:36:11 +0100<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/516875dc7955c617a2b06b979083870f/tumblr_mi2c846OCV1s30r0uo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/48207833434http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/48207833434Wed, 17 Apr 2013 18:08:05 +0100<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0bfcfc75759340dcfa46b6535970e196/tumblr_mku7lzjFDm1ro7liuo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/47400952815http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/47400952815Sun, 07 Apr 2013 22:39:51 +0100<a href="http://glennrowe.net/BaronCohen/EmpathyQuotient/EmpathyQuotient.aspx">Empathy Test</a>: <p><a href="http://vanyumm.tumblr.com/post/4496242077">vanyumm</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>0 - 32 = low (most people with Asperger Syndrome or high-functioning autism score about 20)<br/>33 - 52 = average (most women score about 47 and most men score about 42)<br/>53 - 63 is above average<br/>64 - 80 is very high<br/>80 is maximum<span> </span></p> <p>If you want to show your followers your result put it in the TAGS</p> </blockquote>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/47197241045http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/47197241045Fri, 05 Apr 2013 16:58:52 +0100i got 27 haha oops toldpeople don't believe me when I say I am bad with people<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d037b32d474664bea9b4ae03d47220f9/tumblr_mkk1j03sH91qk06fqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/47189225775http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/47189225775Fri, 05 Apr 2013 14:18:59 +0100<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/a916b6c2cab85022dad6ade165b965ce/tumblr_mk69twj9mc1r9lbuko1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/47107364504http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/47107364504Thu, 04 Apr 2013 15:06:03 +0100<p><p class="MsoNormal">I could tell people about the thoughts and memories that grace me with their presence and do their best to shatter my walls most moments of most days. But that is the thing, I have those walls for a reason and letting people through them only makes holes for the thoughts to make bigger. So I could tell people about these thoughts and maybe eventually they would cease their attack, but I don’t know how far away eventually is and I’m not sure that I could hold them of for long enough to find out if I did.</p></p>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46951293423http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46951293423Tue, 02 Apr 2013 19:34:55 +0100wallscontrolthoughtsscarsscared<p>I want to tell her everything, to let her see the darkest corners of my messed up mind, the ones that even I am scared of, to let her help me. She knows I am not ok, she knows when I lie and say I am to stop people from worrying. She doesn&#8217;t push me but she makes it known that she is there waiting. She knows me so well and yet doesn&#8217;t know me at all. I want to tell her everything so why am I so stubborn and scared. Why do I need control so much.</p>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46792053545http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46792053545Sun, 31 Mar 2013 22:58:15 +0100<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0b2fa69cc49d3c9b58b4f06515b5eb43/tumblr_mgckyo3eHi1qjm5kgo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46791424800http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46791424800Sun, 31 Mar 2013 22:50:29 +0100<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/33b21b8f2f0c23fea99e06e1f5208b69/tumblr_mhe2nsj6Iz1rrrknco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46608841088http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46608841088Fri, 29 Mar 2013 18:14:23 +0000<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5694751cbddd06f51580fad4fb31ce5a/tumblr_mj6s6hSbOy1rh1u9qo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46270294707http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46270294707Mon, 25 Mar 2013 19:32:15 +0000<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6xl0ldkdF1qaedw7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46089824789http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46089824789Sat, 23 Mar 2013 18:31:37 +0000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d1153c96f332464a9d416118524c1387/tumblr_mjznhw3WhP1s936bho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46004214161http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/46004214161Fri, 22 Mar 2013 18:33:38 +0000<p>It&#8217;s getting worse again and i can&#8217;t figure out how to make it stop.</p>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/45868165791http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/45868165791Wed, 20 Mar 2013 23:00:26 +0000<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7ul1uSIO81rrke32o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/45850499790http://willieverbewholeagain.tumblr.com/post/45850499790Wed, 20 Mar 2013 19:19:29 +0000