I used to be able to trust her more than anyone. Now I can’t bring myself to. She used to help me cope with what went wrong in my life. Now I can’t bring myself to let her know I’m in trouble. I used to speak to her all the time. Now on the rare occasion that do speak all I do is listen.
I know it is selfish, I’m glad her life has gotten better, but I miss not being afraid of her not understanding. I haven’t fully trusted a person for years, it doesn’t come easily, but she was the closest I have come.